I am having a few problems with my internet at home and for now my blog is going without photos.
You see we got a new mac (really a used one from the U of L)
and I hooked up the house to a wireless router so both of the computers can access my external hard drive (thanks to my Brother for the hard drive) but it seems that wireless is not always simple. I don't know why but it doesn't always send a signal.
I think my Brother just needs to come and get me all set up.
I do love my new moniter that my brother also got for me (both from last Christmas and I am just setting it all up now)
It is so huge. And I also have photoshop on my Mac. And tons of other good programs.
I just love my new Mac
Do you ever feel like time is against you. I sure do. My kids are all growing so fast. I no longer have a baby (which is a good thing) she is growing so big. My oldest is so independent and smart. Sometimes I feel like he doesn't need me all the time anymore. I have 3 kids in school, and my hands are wrinkling.
I know big deal, but I remember looking at my mom's hands a few years ago and seeing her age in them. It scared me to know that she was aging and she won't always be here. Now I look at my hands and they are starting to look old.
You may say that its just working hands but I just see the old in them.
Its a silly thing to worry about. It is my pride though!
I don't want to get old, I don't feel old but the number on my life is getting up there. I just need to do more and stop thinking about me so much and then who cares how old I am, right!!
Thanks for letting me vent!
Do you ever feel like time is against you. I sure do. My kids are all growing so fast. I no longer have a baby (which is a good thing) she is growing so big. My oldest is so independent and smart. Sometimes I feel like he doesn't need me all the time anymore. I have 3 kids in school, and my hands are wrinkling.
I know big deal, but I remember looking at my mom's hands a few years ago and seeing her age in them. It scared me to know that she was aging and she won't always be here. Now I look at my hands and they are starting to look old.
You may say that its just working hands but I just see the old in them.
Its a silly thing to worry about. It is my pride though!
I don't want to get old, I don't feel old but the number on my life is getting up there. I just need to do more and stop thinking about me so much and then who cares how old I am, right!!
Thanks for letting me vent!
It's funny how you talk about your hands because that is one thing I love and remember about mom is her hands. At the time I thought they looked old and worn. This may seem weird to others but when they were preparing the body I asked that they didn't scrub her hands because I loved and remember her hands and how they were stained with the work she did in the garden and canning. Now when I look at my hands I think of her and how my hands are looking more like hers everyday. It is just a small reminder for me of her.
ReplyDeleteMy mother-in-law always says one doesn't notice their own aging until they have children and watch them grow so fast. It's true. It's funny how we feel young still, then our reflection surprises us, or our hands, or our stiffness after a hard day of work.
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